is knowing that everything is okay with everyone. I no longer have any grudges or regrets from the past. Catching up with people who you have so much history with… and just reminiscing on everything that went wrong before takes a whole lot off my shoulders.

I talked with my friend Chelsea from 9pm to 4am this morning. I wish I couldve made her apart of my life more instead of trying to shut her out. Even though I knew she was always gonna be a dear friend to me, I just thought of her as different from all of my other friends when I shouldve just accepted her for the person she was. Last night was well needed.